Lately I am sure you guys do notice me wearing a lot of Malay (Muslimah) clothing, which is covered up and decent looking.
And I had declared openly in my Facebook fan page regarding the fact that I am obsessed with the way Malay women wear their "tutup aurat" type of wear, and that I don't really care if people are staring at me in a weird manner.
Before you read the following statements about myself, I would advise you to swallow down the coffee you just sipped, or any type of liquid that's in your mouth to prevent anything from splashing onto your laptop/smartphone/computer screens...
I am a Playboy magazine model.
I am a former Playboy Bunny.
I am FHM cover girl this month.
I am an ambassador for Momo, a breast firming health drink.
I am also well known to be photographed in my lingerie, bikinis and sexy race queen outfits.
Pretty much of these things that I do require not more than a metre of fabric.
But ironically, I secretly love to dress up like those girls who wear tudung, selendang, turban and baju kurung, kaftan, abaya, jubah and kebaya.
Now...don't get me wrong, I am a Malaysian-Chinese, not converted into Islam, not trying to make anyone happy or impressed, not trying to convert (well, unless my future husband happens to be a Muslim, I'd be happy to convert!) and not trying to pull a publicity stunt.
What I do is just my work as a model, but it does not decide my personal lifestyle and preferences.
Just because I am a model, does NOT mean I smoke, I drink, I party until the wee hours of dawn, and certainly does not mean I am always showing cleavages or thighs.
You must be wondering on why do I like Muslimah's wear.
Simple. Because it feels so much better to be respected, looked upon and taken seriously when you are attracting people with the real beauty of a woman's soft facial features, your personality, your grace and your elegance.
I simply believe that a true beauty is when you cover her body and hair (which with the correct styling plays a major role in beautifying a woman's entire look), and you still see a beautiful person, regardlessly. That...is true beauty. =)
Undeniably, I love Muslimah clothing because of they are actually really well designed, comfortable and elegant. I love how they are decorated with manik-manik, labuci, diamantes, laces with really traditional motives. Its actually pretty amazing how good our local designers are with their creativity, in making their designs traditionally decent yet somehow still subtly seductive, conservative yet modern, and all covered up yet still able to be comfortable to wear.
Personally, I love designs from Jovian Mandagie, Radzuan Radziwill, Yadotsa, and Rizalman.
So people are gonna keep staring...but I am still gonna keep wearing.
Hmm...still rasa pelik tak?
nope.. it seem normal to me.. and ur nice in baju kurung..:)
ReplyDeleteand selamat hari raya!! haha
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DeleteVery nice kebaya... And the FHM cover... :D
ReplyDeleteno, it's not weird, it's understandable... you look lovely, if not loveliER. I'm sure inside those ppl's heads who stare at you there is at least a small glimpse of feeling impressed and infatuated.
ReplyDeleteNice Nice Nice ! It doesnt weird at all .... If your future husband is Muslim then your kids will end up like me , an hybrid ! Most important is can celebrate CNY and Hari Raya, Double Happiness <3
ReplyDeleteNot one malaysia yet...u shud celebrate deepavali too. hahaha jgn marah fren...
Deletegood comment n really an honest one...very touched by it...i lov people who really concious what they duin insted of pretend or be hipocrite...who knows 1 day i be ur partner of life but still i wont push or ask u to wear hijab jus bcause u convert to another relegion...want it come from urself as long u know the main reason n objective why u must tutup ur aurat...islam is so simple n sweets to know...trust me
ReplyDeleteU look absolute gorgeous/sweet when u wore all those Malay traditional clothing, Its true when u covered up men tends to show more respect towards them. And with the world we live in now (where men abusing physically & mentally women) we need to RESPECT women MORE because without them there will never be us MEN. With that bombshell choose whats the best for u and ignore the haters. Have a great holiday :)
ReplyDeleteahhhh felixia, you look really nice in malay clothes! I'm a malaysian chinese and I love it too mainly because of my mom, she's a teacher so sometimes she wore baju kurung/baju kebaya to work and I find it really really nice. Hope you wont mind me asking those malay clothing in your photos above, are those baju's from the few brands you mentioned- Jovian Mandagie, Radzuan Radziwill, Yadotsa, and Rizalman???
ReplyDeleteCan you recommend where you get those baju's? :D Thanks felixia
I wish I could afford the designer ones, but I am saving money for a greater cause, but there is always a after-Raya sales if you keep an eye open on their websites and all. =) For more affordable Malay wear, I hunt in Kenanga Wholesale, and even places like Tesco. Good luck!
DeleteKat Jalan tunku abdul rahman tu bersepah...u pegi beli sana la...a lot of choice juga. some more cheaper. Piwitt~
Deleteponder this: the clams species covered their pearls because the pearls are gem and beautiful and it need to protected from the vicious predators. safeguard your honour for it is only destined to love by your other half who is somewhere in this world.
ReplyDeleteFelixia, you do look lovely in the Malay attire, no doubt in that. However, I personally feel that Saree would be the best choice of dress for you. Give it a try, Saree has its unique blend of homely and sexy look.
ReplyDeleteAmin~ sangat kagum dengan perspektif kamu felixia. Godbless~ :)
ReplyDeleteCan I just say that if those that are making fun of you are so called Muslims, then I can say that they have no true value of what a Muslim should do. As a Muslim we should respect others as if we respect ourselves. Those that look at you weirdly are the ones that are wrong, they are jealous because you are doing something they should and they feel insecure. Please, don't make this a reason why you should stop wearing these types of clothes. As you said, there are two types of you, a working Felixia and a private Felixia that does whatever she wants. Don't let people control your life. Have a good day Ms Felixia Yeap.
ReplyDeleteso weird
ReplyDeleteyou look so beautiful felixia! unique! and i like your take on the whole modesty thing. it's not biased nor its a propaganda ur tryna make. you're just doing what u like, that's it. and i've never seen someone like you before, thats so unique!
ReplyDeletedon't listen to fools and try your best to ignore those hurtful, idiotic comments. if u like em clothes, go on and wear them!! and i am gushing over how "Ayu" you look in these clothes. and I'm a girl!
all the best sweetie.
felix like malay clothes
ReplyDeletenoted!
Keep up all the good work Felixia! Tak pernah terlintas dalam fikiranku yang saudari begitu fasih berbahasa Melayu..as a fellow Malaysian Chinese, I am really proud of you n your achievements!
ReplyDeletex rase pelik.. i think u cute wearing muslimah clothing... i like it so much,hahaha
ReplyDeleteLooking Beautiful... I really like it
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ReplyDeleteif i'm your husband, i would say
ReplyDeleteit's not weird. you'll look lovely + you're brilliant to pick this kind of clothes to wear.. =)
Macam2 lah kau ni...u should say...if i am your grand daddy's neighbour....hahahaha~
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comel giler.. melayu ke, cina ke, india ke, yg pakai baju kurung sume comel...
ReplyDeletecomel giler.. melayu ke, cina ke, india ke, yg pakai baju kurung sume comel...
ReplyDeleteLove the way u are..:)
ReplyDeleteHi, im fauzan...your latest admirer...just found a link to your blog today in my frend fb...im touch with your story of how you transform from a sexy model to a decent looking gal. I know that u might wont even read this comment of mine, but I think I like you alot..
ReplyDeleteHope to see you if u even come to langkawi coz im staying here :)
Stumbled upon your blog while surfing...All the Muslim attire look nice on you but I hope you really think thoroughly if you ever thinking of converting. I might just have something to share with you. No offense. I would love to see you in Malay attire. I'm can relate how your life are when I read through all your blogs. You are searching for your soul and you place in this world. It feel like you don't belong anywhere sometimes. Stumbled and fall. We should have a chat sometimes. Maybe we can share something and have a chat at facebook.
ReplyDeleteRegards, Allen
like ur transformation
ReplyDeleteAlhamdulillah ;) Hidayah tu milik Allah. Jom tunjuk kat muslimah lain, menutup aurat tu cantik dan selamat.
ReplyDeleteaLHAMDULILLAH,SEMOGA ALLAH BAGI HIDAYAH UNTUK MU,PEDULIKAN APA KATA MANUSIA,ALLAH LEBIH TAHU HATI MU,SEMOGA DILINDUNGI ALLAH HENDAKNYA- SALIM
ReplyDeletepeople gonna keep staring, but not because it is weird.... i think they gonna keep staring because you look so beautiful in it
ReplyDeleteHai awak... dari ape saya baca melalui penulisan awak. saya cakap terus terang. saya sangat tersentuh hati dengan niat baik awak. saya harap awak diberi hidayah serta mendapat bimbingan yang lebih baik satu hari nanti. Saya suka sangat thk awak berpakaian sopan dan menutup aurat begini. Awak nampak kelihatan lebih sopan dan sangat cantik. Pedulikan saja pandangan sinis daripada orang kerana selalunya bila kita nak buat perubahan yang baik itu mesti akan ada dugaan. saya sangat terharu dengan imej baik yang awak bawa. Seriously saya sangat tersentuh hati dengan coretan blog awak, dalam pada masa yang sama air mata saya turut mengalir.... Saya mendoakan agar awak diberi hidayah... kerana Islam itu tersangat Indah
ReplyDelete'Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder" don't really know you and this is the first time i read your blog and might i say it was very heart warming eye opening.I am a fan after reading your writing.Your sincerity and openness is very bold and refreshing..I pray you will find what you want in life.Keep it up!!
ReplyDeletemy dear flexia. u rock girl!.. dont give up.. u are looking good with the hijab.. keep going.. take it easy. dont bother them. 1 deceive u, 10 is coming for u.. give them some time.
ReplyDeleteim a malay who loves chinese girl xD
ReplyDeletekeep it up dear..
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ReplyDeleteMay Allah give guidance to you to keep hijab and cover your nakedness. He will protect you. Aamiin.
ReplyDeleteMay Allah give guidances to you,you will be a muslim,malaysian pray for you to be a muslim,hope u find your muslim men for your husband to be!
ReplyDeletex rasa pelik pun cuma rasa kagum dgn manusia yg punya pandangan serta pendirian mcm ni....best ja kalau dpt jd kwn dengan manusia hebat ni..
ReplyDeletePeople dont look at u because u look weird. But they look at u because u look pretty in that outfit.
ReplyDeleteso proud of u! keep it up and do what u want. selagi u tak buat salah. i sgt kagum dengan penampilan u. several melayu girls also not wearing those outfits like hijab, baju kurung or else. but u as a chinese non muslim, wearing hijab. that a totally super impressed for me. i am blood-bred malay-chinese and i do very like wearing baju melayu :)
ReplyDeleteno sweetie, u look great n beaituful in muslimah clothes, islam is not just a religion, islam is a way of life =D
ReplyDeleteAgak2 mcm mana la rupa kalau pakai Chinese traditional wear then pakai tudung ye? Imagining...
ReplyDeletekagum yg amat!!! u make my day =) boleh share this post x? i like it veri muc!! inspired me to b better muslimah =) *maluu pon ader ni thanx FELISYA:p
ReplyDeleteyou're so nice.. i hope you will find your 'nur' soon..
ReplyDeleteSemoga awak tabah harungi kehidupan yang penuh dugaan ini... Saya doakan semoga Allah berikan hidayah untuk awak memeluk Islam dan mendalami agama yang penuh dengan kebaikan ini... InsyaAllah...
ReplyDeleteI'm speechless...Semoga Allah memberikan hidayah kepadamu..
ReplyDelete& good luck in whatever you do!
"Sesungguhnya engkau (wahai Muhammad) tidak berkuasa memberi hidayah petunjuk kepada sesiapa yang engkau kasihi (supaya ia menerima Islam), tetapi Allah jualah yang berkuasa memberi hidayah petunjuk kepada sesiapa yang dikehendakiNya (menurut undang-undang peraturanNya); dan Dia lah jua yang lebih mengetahui akan orang-orang yang (ada persediaan untuk) mendapat hidayah petunjuk (kepada memeluk Islam)." - Surah al-Qasas, ayat 56
Were you assaulted during your gig as a play-boy bunny and model? I see symptoms of a woman blaming her career choice because people involved in the career did not know their boundaries. It's true that these Mat Sallehs sometimes have a fetish for Chinese girls and fetisize them as some kind of exotic sex dolls, to the point that they would assault her. Is that why you chose this Muslimah fashion? You cover up your 'guilt' and 'shame' in a psychological way? Things like that happen in the modelling and fashion industry world all the time - you could (or could have) sought for help.
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where did you buy all the nice tudung? so cantikk
ReplyDeleteWay to go felixia...but as a siblings...i suggest u delete all ur videos on utube...it keeps giving u sin.
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ReplyDeletePeople can say n do wat they like. Most importantly is to ask ourselves is WHO WE ARE n wat we wanna be? Life is already written for us by HIM. Sin or not , who goes to hell or heaven is not for us human to judge. Kadang2 kata2 kita ibarat doa yg mungkin dimakbulkan tau!!! Cheers!!!!
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ReplyDeleteU'll be respected and honored once you cover up your beauty
ReplyDeleteNot trying to convert? But, in less than a year, what have you done?
ReplyDeletehttp://www.themalaysianinsider.com/malaysia/article/ex-playboy-bunny-says-shes-embracing-islam-on-july-3
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